What My Depression Feels Like
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MedCircle host, Kyle Kittleson, shares with the audience a brief description of what his Depression feels like. Hopefully, this can help someone better understand what those who struggle with Depression may be experiencing.
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Spreading the Gospel
Matthew 11:28-30 NLT
[28] Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.
[29] Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
[30] For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light.”
I want to die but not yet. I go around smiling but deep down I’m burning. Mankind, especially adults and those in charge, showed me who how evil mankind can be. I have zero faith in humanity especially NOT family members. They ARE the dirtiest.
People don’t understand why super successful people like Kate Spade or anyone else takes their life. I completely understand why they do. I feel the way you’ve just described. Yeah, it’ll change your circumstances, but any circumstance, even going to the bathroom is mentally exhausting.
It’s an overwhelming indifference to everything you once loved, and a numbness to all that you hated.
I feel like I wish I was never born
…"Bed"… because your sleep is disturbed in Clinical Depression anyway.🤷🏿♂️
i just feel terrible all the time. i’m so tired of feeling terrible. all i want is to be genuinely happy for once
Real 🙏
ive had so many “good” things happen to me but even though i know they were technically good, i dont get fulfillment from them, sometimes i even look back at a bunch of stuff as a ‘stupid waste of time’ despite getting so much praise from it from others. and i cant understand why. very hard to feel good even from little things to big accomplishments. it’s always “that’s it?”, or “that’s underwhelming”, or once again “what a waste.”
there were times great things happened that i worked for and i just felt so…empty from it? i cannot explain. even now its sour to look back because im like “i think i should be happy about that now…? most would right?”
i try to think about how other people would be over-the-moon from it all, but i feel like i cant even ‘fake’ feeling that way cause it’d just be stupid, like that’s not me.
I was fine until everyone betrayed me and now I don’t wanna live
How I broke the cycle of low-level depression in my life: Waking up each day with my initial consciousness/ manifestion/ meditaion being not just that Jesus loves me but that I have chosen to be in love/ live in love with him. The warm 'fuzzies' around my heart, are generated by the stream flow of giving and receiving, aka RELATIONSHIP. #IHeartJesus
#MoreJoyInGiving
Smile. NB. If the world did not give it to you then it can not take it away!
That's me
SPOT ON !!! I totally agree !! 💯💯 i got a job of my choice with a six digit salary ! Am I happy no ! 😢 Why – trauma of losing parents back to back 😭😭😭 i want them back i dont want a dollar
Right. I have no idea what joy feels like.
Man, the more I read about depression the more I realize I’ve been depressed for the past five years when I thought I was being sad and lazy
Dammmmn! Is exactly what I feel (don’t feel) right now. Plus a severe OCD
Is there a name for when you know you could get out of the grave of depression but you just dont? Even when you feel a chance.
I get depressed in the apartment, and l worry.
Depression makes appealing thing unappealing
Healing takes time, and every small step you take matters. Be patient and kind to yourself as you navigate your journey. 💛🌱
Please don't drink alcohol, it doubles it😢
Some people have to realize to like people I've known that not everything is a mental illness. There's a difference between mental illness and trauma. Trauma causes structural disruptions in the brain. We were wired for love and fellowship. It's woven into the fabric of our dna.When we don't get that and we've been abused our whole life's and we have absolutely no friends or family. You have no connections or bonds on a deep level with anyone and every time you try you get hurt then you are gonna be depressed. Then when you get depressed and you can't take the pain and loneliness anymore you start to lose it. People act like me going to a doctor and getting pills shoved down my throat is going to make me feel better. It never does. Holidays are the worst. If I can make it through another holiday alone then I still have some life left in me. Even seeing a counselor doesn't help. You can still choose to move forward and thrive but it doesn't take the pain away of not being loved or having anyone to spend time with.
You're lazy. Get out of bed
I literally just make every situation sad like for example
“Yay I lost a tooth 😊😊😊 now the tooth fairy will come
wakes up
*opens note “ the tooth fairy isn’t real”
..oh”
not real just always what I imagine when I see any object
Depression feels so unreal that you basically barely exist
I hate to say this but as a person who has had and still has bouts of severe depression I think it is unfortunately a very selfish disease. It’s so hard on family and friends. What people with this affliction do to their loved ones is so horrible. I know we don’t mean to hurt loved ones but I think there isn’t enough support for family members going through this as they are vulnerable as well.
my dumbass thought i saw dan tdm
… Isnt that normal?
Sounds like mind depression
For me it feels like if i could just disappear for sometime or forever but I don’t want to die just because its too painful and shameful.
Depression to me is simply gaining zero dopamine from everything,,, nothing works,
Bhai jan contact no de do bhai maut sir pr hai
True
It's like saying if you have the flu winning the lottery would make you better. It doesn't work like that. Sure you might be happy for a few minutes but it's not the same as being well, you're still sick.
Exactly…I really feel like I just don't care regardless of the situation. And I feel extremely sorry for feeling how I do.
Yeah
i always wanna be a kid again but i remeber nothing was good for me when i was little and nothing is good for me now what is the point actually
So true!!!
I’ve used that exact example to get people to understand
Depression is existing…not living.
When i was in depression , my life was like hell.
Most months when i get my money, just like last week, i often cry, because it's not what i want. I get to buy some nice things and nice food again, but it's like I've just inherited the world, that i can do what i want, go where i please, but inside I'm still broken and hurting, and care too little for the outside world. I'm tired of being alone all the time, still grieving, still healing, but I'm still here, going absolutely nowhere, and nothing is helping.
like guys never end yourself just because your depressed, never do that that is not the answear to the your probelms, like please don't do it yall im begging you, talk to someone you love