How’s your mental health? #mentalhealth #vent #youtubeshorts #animation #edit #sadsong
How’s your mental health? #mentalhealth #vent #youtubeshorts #animation #edit #sadsong
[Music] In the kitchen of a city tomb, the light would flicker like a violet wound. The night was thicker than a smoky fume. The lies awaited in the room. Betty loved you like he loved no
I have it but idk how to calm myself down I started laughing at class cause I picked the happiest animal for my project which “quokka” and I couldn’t stop laughing and then I was crying then mad then no emotion and also everytime my friends are in there group area where only a Thursday’s we meet they start laughing and doing some funny stuff and I’m just behind like off screen and then they go in the girls bathroom and then I open it cause the teacher to us to line up it’s dismissal and then I see them giggling and having fun one of my friends that was in my class were so happy with them but whenever I with her she barely smiles and the other two are in another class so there together but anyway when I was in 3rd we had this trio but someone left to Orlando so then it was only two of us but then she started making more friends I haven’t I made some now but yea I’m just sad….
To EVERYONE Idc who you are what you've done past nor present, you better be here tomorrow, the day after, and the years after ALL THE WAY UNTILL YOU DIE. and you BETTER NOT TRY AND QUICKEN IT. because you only have the time now dont waste it, dont waste it on someone who makes you feel worthless, like you dont matter, or deserve nothing or make you feel bad about yourself or make you feel like you dont want to live or exist anymore. there is always someone out there, even if it doesnt always feel like it, even if it seeme the whol world is against you. There is , you just need to find them, or maybe let them find you. So
I feel like im a psychopath or just a sadist- i don't feel anything at all i just pretend to. But, my emotion shifts alot depending on my physical state (calm when im ok, talkative when im awesome and angry when tired or cold or js bad) idc about my mood swings affecting me BUT I'm scared it may affect my friends.
I'm in a trio, a healthy one (mostly). My first bestie has crappy parents and has attempted once, my other bestie is sensitive and constantly tries to be clean. Now, this is controversial but- i really don't get what they're feeling and how to help them. Which, i hate cuz they're not even my friends, they're like my sisters. But i stay with them and help them, give em a shoulder to cry on, a ear to listen to them, yk. They're aware about my mood swings and even though i hurt them sometimes with my mood swings, they don't mind it (mostly) and I just think I'm horrible cuz i can get… crazy… like, talk-negative-to-the-point-i-hurt-them kind of crazy. Idk how many times ive lost control at them and made em cry-
actually, i don't feel anything about it thinking about it now but even though i have alot of sides to me, i genuinely want them to STOP being friends with me cuz i can unknowingly make them feel crappy about themselves and it's just- toxic. SO toxic.
Anyways, thank you for reading, and i feel like the paragraph was very unnecessary for what I'm about to ask, but how do i help my friends with their problems?
I'm another type of depressed. In front of all my friends and in social settings, I'm one of the happiest people and sometimes most social in the room. But when I'm alone (and usually at night) I get all those thoughts of not being here and over thinking. That's why I'm always trying to hang out with people, or at least call, because it distracts me.
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I have it but idk how to calm myself down I started laughing at class cause I picked the happiest animal for my project which “quokka” and I couldn’t stop laughing and then I was crying then mad then no emotion and also everytime my friends are in there group area where only a Thursday’s we meet they start laughing and doing some funny stuff and I’m just behind like off screen and then they go in the girls bathroom and then I open it cause the teacher to us to line up it’s dismissal and then I see them giggling and having fun one of my friends that was in my class were so happy with them but whenever I with her she barely smiles and the other two are in another class so there together but anyway when I was in 3rd we had this trio but someone left to Orlando so then it was only two of us but then she started making more friends I haven’t I made some now but yea I’m just sad….
To EVERYONE Idc who you are what you've done past nor present, you better be here tomorrow, the day after, and the years after ALL THE WAY UNTILL YOU DIE. and you BETTER NOT TRY AND QUICKEN IT. because you only have the time now dont waste it, dont waste it on someone who makes you feel worthless, like you dont matter, or deserve nothing or make you feel bad about yourself or make you feel like you dont want to live or exist anymore. there is always someone out there, even if it doesnt always feel like it, even if it seeme the whol world is against you. There is , you just need to find them, or maybe let them find you. So
Ohh no
4,5 and 3 are true😢
That was the only one who think about that I want to disappear😮
All of that is me😢
I hope anyone who has these feel better and please remember everyone is deeply loved,please don't give up.🌹❤
i think mine is much under than worse
I feel like im a psychopath or just a sadist- i don't feel anything at all i just pretend to. But, my emotion shifts alot depending on my physical state (calm when im ok, talkative when im awesome and angry when tired or cold or js bad) idc about my mood swings affecting me BUT I'm scared it may affect my friends.
I'm in a trio, a healthy one (mostly). My first bestie has crappy parents and has attempted once, my other bestie is sensitive and constantly tries to be clean. Now, this is controversial but- i really don't get what they're feeling and how to help them. Which, i hate cuz they're not even my friends, they're like my sisters. But i stay with them and help them, give em a shoulder to cry on, a ear to listen to them, yk. They're aware about my mood swings and even though i hurt them sometimes with my mood swings, they don't mind it (mostly) and I just think I'm horrible cuz i can get… crazy… like, talk-negative-to-the-point-i-hurt-them kind of crazy. Idk how many times ive lost control at them and made em cry-
actually, i don't feel anything about it thinking about it now but even though i have alot of sides to me, i genuinely want them to STOP being friends with me cuz i can unknowingly make them feel crappy about themselves and it's just- toxic. SO toxic.
Anyways, thank you for reading, and i feel like the paragraph was very unnecessary for what I'm about to ask, but how do i help my friends with their problems?
Sometimes promise breaks promise…
I guess I'm going back to that place again. I really hope I don't have to go to the mental hospital for a 3rd time. I just want to be happy…
Is it bad if I have bad mental health? Because I do.
my mother just thinks im crazy with moodswings, i wish she could understand
That just me fr.
Just be happy it's not hard 👍🏻
I'm another type of depressed. In front of all my friends and in social settings, I'm one of the happiest people and sometimes most social in the room. But when I'm alone (and usually at night) I get all those thoughts of not being here and over thinking. That's why I'm always trying to hang out with people, or at least call, because it distracts me.
Mines 😞 bad….
I got all😢😢😢😢
i have most of these things
Oop 😂 what if I have all?
I know it is
Everyone pull away me…..and i wanna disappear