i am currently feeling like this man my wife told that when she sees my face these days it just sucks out all of her energy and positivity… it's getting harder & harder everyday just to get-up. i am fighting with everything i have to not to end it all. the only reason i keep going is for my 2 little girls
Once you’ve been through it yourself you can see it in their eyes. Please open up and talk to someone, anyone, if you’re going through this, I’m happy I did,
I honestly think I hate the concept of hindsight. It’s obvious when you know what you’re looking for and it’s already too late. But in the moment, you can’t possibly know that they’re dying inside because they keep the mask on when you’re looking. You see he only lets the cracks show when nobody is directly interacting with him with. God, this just broke my heart.
I can definitely see it in how quickly he put on a smile for the person obviously telling him he should be smiling and how quickly the smile dropped once the other person stepped back.
I try but my thoughts always catch up I was barely on elementary school my father left when i was 1 so it was my step dad at the time I thought he was my dad but he left after a few years my mom was doing weed and leaving me and my sister with my grandma but I didn’t know what my mom was doing so when I would go home with my mom I would sometimes cry she would get mad and forced me to stop with the count to 3 method then a different father figure came in my life left after a few months my real dad came back for about a year then left us now I have a dad who doesn’t let me cry bc he says only babies cry and it doesn’t help the fact that my WHOLE Family would make fun of me and laughed when I cried (this was including my grandma) so I had a friend who listened to me about my little stupid things I would talk about and some of my mental problems now he seems tired of it and I feel alone
Women have everything easier than men us men we have to stay silent if we talk about mental health people will tell us suck it up be a men and again women have everything easier for them
I can see the pain in his eyes. I definitely remembered being at the lowest point at my life where I almost self deleted myself. I still suffer from depression and sometimes anxiety even when I am seem like I am functioning ok.
I suffer depression. I've been depressed my whole life. It's really bad. I hide in my bedroom always. My dad committed suicide when I was 12. Lost a brother in Iraq 2003 Marines. Another brother passed 2 years ago. As an asian in my culture if your dad committed suicide. Everyone looked down on us. I was beaten and slaved at a slaughter farm for my uncles at 14-17. Everyday 5am-5pm hard labor at a slaughter farm. They beat me recklessly everyday but not my cousins. Their own kids. Only me. I remember they took vacations for weeks at times and I had duties before they return or beat to death. During their vacations I survived alone at the farm stealing corn to eat from neighbors. I was never welcomed to sit and eat with them. Reason why I eat standing a lot.
I am an executive chef and people at work think I'm the happiest guy and they love me as their boss and leader, but I'm not at all. They even ask what I do off days and I lie. Bedroom always. I tell everyone lies of having a girlfriend just so I can be alone. As a chef, I never cook for myself at all. Doordash always. I haven't dined or bought clothes for myself for decades. I just invest every penny always. Only 2 friends. No social media. No gaming. Literally bedroom always. Beach is 2 miles from me in Florida. I've never been there. I even doordash water and everything. I just read a lot and invest online. I have money in the 7 digits but I hate my life to the fullest and do nothing with the money. Vacations in my bedroom always. I go nowhere but to and from work. I'm very frugal and I dont know why I just keep saving for nothing in life. I'm 41 now and alone for years. I wonder why at times I was even born at all. God wasted his time for giving me life, and I wish God would of gave it to someone else more deserving.
We don't have a MJ we dont have a MJ. Jordan Jackson. Being in the zone and others feeling good near and far. It's not the men it's the fabrics of escaping without having to escape. Today we need something modern and progressing. Streamers and Youtubers can't do it. They are coming 🔮 GenZ abd GenAlpha Is Not Going Back.
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i am currently feeling like this man my wife told that when she sees my face these days it just sucks out all of her energy and positivity… it's getting harder & harder everyday just to get-up. i am fighting with everything i have to not to end it all. the only reason i keep going is for my 2 little girls
I have that same look in my eyes
It's like looking in the mirror 😢
Every one should maintain their mental health if he feel lo so motivate. Self to live happy or a good counseling
Once you’ve been through it yourself you can see it in their eyes. Please open up and talk to someone, anyone, if you’re going through this, I’m happy I did,
people don’t fake depression, they fake being happy 🕊️🫶
No one notices.
Hair down to your butt, within a month it’s shorter than a bob…
I honestly think I hate the concept of hindsight. It’s obvious when you know what you’re looking for and it’s already too late. But in the moment, you can’t possibly know that they’re dying inside because they keep the mask on when you’re looking. You see he only lets the cracks show when nobody is directly interacting with him with. God, this just broke my heart.
I only am this sad when i do meth
I have severe mental health problems and i struggle every day. I can see the emptyness in his eyes
I would've noticed that
Wait with “2 weeks before we lost him to mental health” do you mean he died, self harm, or he started having problems. No hate I’m just wondering
I know What it's like brother just gotta fight through it
The eyes
I can definitely see it in how quickly he put on a smile for the person obviously telling him he should be smiling and how quickly the smile dropped once the other person stepped back.
I didn't care for this person.
I try but my thoughts always catch up I was barely on elementary school my father left when i was 1 so it was my step dad at the time I thought he was my dad but he left after a few years my mom was doing weed and leaving me and my sister with my grandma but I didn’t know what my mom was doing so when I would go home with my mom I would sometimes cry she would get mad and forced me to stop with the count to 3 method then a different father figure came in my life left after a few months my real dad came back for about a year then left us now I have a dad who doesn’t let me cry bc he says only babies cry and it doesn’t help the fact that my WHOLE Family would make fun of me and laughed when I cried (this was including my grandma) so I had a friend who listened to me about my little stupid things I would talk about and some of my mental problems now he seems tired of it and I feel alone
I have the same look in my eyes right now. God bless him, And his family. Please don't be mad at him, sometimes the pain is too much
Women have everything easier than men us men we have to stay silent if we talk about mental health people will tell us suck it up be a men and again women have everything easier for them
I see right into his heart because I’m there right now 😔
For those going through this, im sorry. It's not your fault. We are all emotional loosh.
There’s actually a place we’re supposed to live in that’s more magical and happy
He is literally me
I can see the pain in his eyes. I definitely remembered being at the lowest point at my life where I almost self deleted myself. I still suffer from depression and sometimes anxiety even when I am seem like I am functioning ok.
I suffer depression. I've been depressed my whole life. It's really bad. I hide in my bedroom always. My dad committed suicide when I was 12. Lost a brother in Iraq 2003 Marines. Another brother passed 2 years ago. As an asian in my culture if your dad committed suicide. Everyone looked down on us. I was beaten and slaved at a slaughter farm for my uncles at 14-17. Everyday 5am-5pm hard labor at a slaughter farm. They beat me recklessly everyday but not my cousins. Their own kids. Only me. I remember they took vacations for weeks at times and I had duties before they return or beat to death. During their vacations I survived alone at the farm stealing corn to eat from neighbors. I was never welcomed to sit and eat with them. Reason why I eat standing a lot.
I am an executive chef and people at work think I'm the happiest guy and they love me as their boss and leader, but I'm not at all. They even ask what I do off days and I lie. Bedroom always. I tell everyone lies of having a girlfriend just so I can be alone. As a chef, I never cook for myself at all. Doordash always. I haven't dined or bought clothes for myself for decades. I just invest every penny always. Only 2 friends. No social media. No gaming. Literally bedroom always. Beach is 2 miles from me in Florida. I've never been there. I even doordash water and everything. I just read a lot and invest online. I have money in the 7 digits but I hate my life to the fullest and do nothing with the money. Vacations in my bedroom always. I go nowhere but to and from work. I'm very frugal and I dont know why I just keep saving for nothing in life. I'm 41 now and alone for years. I wonder why at times I was even born at all. God wasted his time for giving me life, and I wish God would of gave it to someone else more deserving.
We don't have a MJ we dont have a MJ. Jordan Jackson. Being in the zone and others feeling good near and far. It's not the men it's the fabrics of escaping without having to escape. Today we need something modern and progressing. Streamers and Youtubers can't do it. They are coming 🔮 GenZ abd GenAlpha Is Not Going Back.
I can see the sadness in the eyes. He's trying to join in and have fun, but I've seen that look on my own face and others far too many times.
he is fully empty i knew at the first glance.
You can see in his eyes he already made a decision 😢
I had my own depression and I can see it the fear pain in his eyes. I’m sorry I he to go through that.
Happy birthday 🎉
Takes one to know one. The look of feeling desparately alone despite being surrounded by people. 😢
Noooo, please no, poor thing i feel so sorry for him 🥺
My fear as the mom of a 37 yr old son who wants to die 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
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Sorry for your loss 😊
bye rip all
yeah but whenever i reach out im ignored til i get mad then im tthe bad guy
I don't care what happened to him.
So sad 😢
Where is God he's doesn't help at all ?
as soon as i read the text i looked in his eyes and immediately saw the pain because i have depression to
I can see the pain there too ..